Saturday, December 29, 2007

Overwhelmed

I know it's normal that I feel overwhelmed, but I didn't feel this weepy DURING pregnancy!  I thought the hormones would be easier to deal with after I gave birth, unfortunately I was wrong. On Christmas day, I couldn't not cry for about 2 hours.  I was sobbing for two straight hours!   In front of the step-kids to boot!  I've never done that in my life, not even through my worst breakup.  Today is not as bad, although I feel I need to control myself since my sister and her fiancee are here.  I don't want to explain myself to anyone...

All I need is for Barry to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.  Is that too much to ask from a new mom???


1 comment:

Julie said...

Suse, I cried for two days a couple of days after I came home. I was worried that I wouldn't love Max enough. It was the weirdest thing. It's completely irrational and there is nothing you can do to control it. Just go with the flow and I am more than sure that Barry is giving you all the hugs you need.

I am glad to hear that everything went well with the birth and that your parts are still pretty (still laughing at that one). Also really glad that the nursing is going well for you.

Happy New Year!